It is 1 am and here we are. The end of summer is almost upon us what in the heyall is even going on these days??
One of my fav quotes states, “For a see to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, it’s insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete distruction.”
READ THAT AGAIN
It is 1 am and here we are. The end of summer is almost upon us what in the heyall is even going on these days??
One of my fav quotes states, “For a see to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, it’s insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete distruction.”
READ THAT AGAIN
Now go ahead and send me a thank you text or email, not because I wrote it but because I am here to share truth that resonates with me. If it doesn’t resonate with you that is also totally fine, you can send me a no thank you text, and I will still love you to the moon and back,
This year started out really challenging for me. So challenging for me that I thought I was falling apart. I feel like when my personal life is great and business is hard I am ok (or vise versa….ps who made up that saying, it kinda stresses me out). Point is, when one is good and the other is not so much, I feel like I can manage. When I felt like both were completely out of my control it felt like a lot. Truth be told, it felt like so much that I came home and shut my phone off and sat on my couch and cried. A good friend came over and we went and saw a horse and I felt my blood pressure drop as my body physcially relaxed.
Oh and then there was covid.
And it was beautiful and magical
I cracked wide open
And then as I began to grow taller and more whole than I have ever been, I realised that I had been going at a million miles for what?
For things?
For validation?
For the hope that if I worked harder and run myself into the ground more, maybe one day I would finally be good enough for somebody.
And then it hit me.
I didn’t need to be good enough for somebody else, I just got to be and that was enough. That is enough.
Why do I keep leaving spaces in between each sentance? Honestly who even knows it just makes it more dramatic I guess